Saturday, December 24, 2011


WHOA WHOA WHOA! I just had a flashback of what I dreamt about last night. I was sure it was something mysterious. I never thought I'd remember such details. It was very clear. But then again, why was my dad there? Weird.

So basically, the dream was about me and my family members (plus maid) looking for my sister's bunnies. In the dream we had three but in reality we only have two. We were in this field like place. It was really grassy and the feel was eerie. Think olive green colour palette. Our maid let the bunnies out to roam around since they don't do that much at our house. But you know bunnies. They're cute and they run to places when excited. Our maid said that the bunnies ran away and were nowhere to be found. Then we panicked since (I don't know how) we had the knowledge that crocodiles and alligators were roaming around the grassy field. Since I can't put how the place looked like into words, I tried drawing it out, but it still looks crappy 'cause I'm not really in the mood to draw.
So yeah, we venture deeper into the place and find out that there are many more places or rooms beneath the grassy field. I can even remember a room where the lights were a little broken (flashing on and off) and there was this big doll with one broken eye. The room was really big but it was only a large space. There was nothing much in it which made it more creepy. I remember being afraid that we might get locked in if we don't hurry up and look for the bunnies.

Oh, before we went to the other places, we checked the pathway below the rock things. The maid said that she saw the rabbits run off there, and when we tried looking for them, we only saw a deer who was chewing something. We got scared that it might've eaten one of the rabbits. But then I thought that the deer was small so how could it fit the rabbit.

Onto venturing the whole 'dungeon'. It gets more and more swampy as time pass by. The air grows thicker and the lights grow dimmer and dimmer. Just across one of the doors of the big room was a stairway leading to a room. We went there only to find a man who depicted my father. I thought it was weird for someone to be living in that place. He was all alone. There was an old computer on a desk and behind his chair was a cupboard full of canned goods. I think some were only cans. I asked if he had a torch and he did. He also went with us through the journey. I knew the dungeon was a big place but it felt like we've already been to every room and every corner there is. Until we went to this place which opens to another place. The only thing is that there are crocodiles swimming around. Short ones but fat. And they really looked evil. It was scary.

At first I really wanted to go through and just jump on top of them (it's possible in a dream) 'cause I really really wanted to find our rabbits. But then I think I lost hope. Thinking about it, the place is full of wandering crocs. Who knows where the rabbits have gone and it's possible they were eaten, judging from how we saw a deer chewing something we didn't know. So we all gave up and went back.

I'm sorry, rabbits of my dreamland. I sorry you had to appear in such a spooky dream. But I'm glad they're still alive in reality. It was kind of weird to me 'cause before I slept, I wished for my dad to appear in my dreams so that I can talk to him 'cause it's been a while. I've been wishing for him to do so for days but it only comes as close as 'almost there'. I want to talk to him.

Monday, December 5, 2011

The cream dream

The other day, I dreamt that I was making whipped cream. I don't know what that was supposed to mean. I was just making whipped cream and it wasn't easy. I was doing it manually. I found that weird. Then I think I remembered about kittens. My mum was against us having kitties but there were about 7 of them and I was worried that they might not survive if I don't take care of them. I remember some kittens actually. 2 of them where grey and striped. 1 was yellow. I think 1 was white. I can't remember the rest.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Back to square 1

Last night, I had the most bizarre dream ever. Well, bizarre for me that is.

I dreamt that I was back in high school with my friends. We chose to be in our 3rd year. (come to think of it, I think I had a dream similar to this one) And the worst thing is that my 1st year biology professor was our only professor.

It happened that I was sick and had to miss some quizzes and activities which I think pissed her off. I asked if I could go to the bathroom 'cause my nose was dripping already. And did you know what she said to me? She said that I am not allowed because only two students (1 guy 1 girl) are allowed (they kind of represent us when we go pee. something like that.) I was so irritated and yelled at her that I'd only go there to blow my nose and clean it off with water. And she eventually allowed me.

For some weird reason, I ended up in the boy's bathroom. At first I thought it was the girl's WC. I was cleansing my nose off when I noticed a guy coming out of the cubicle. I was wondering what he was doing there. Then a few guys started entering and I noticed it says "boy's" in the sign above the door. I was so humiliated, I left acting like a weird, retarded girl so that they wouldn't make fun of me. But I saw the guards giggling and deep inside, I was so embarrassed. I just went back to the classroom.

Back to the 'come to think of it' part. Before, I had a dream where my friends and I decided to enroll back into high school for fun. I think most of us were in our 1st year and the teachers were like "didn't you graduate already?" and we're like "yeaaaah" That actually is a fun idea. I wonder if they'd allow that...

Friday, November 4, 2011

New guy

Last night, I dreamt of a guy. I don't know my relationship with him but we were quite friendly there. Flirting and teasing and stuff. And I've never seen this guy in my life. Actually, he kinda looks familiar but I can't quite put my tongue on it. At a glance, you'll immediately think he's gay (or half gay) he's very stylish for a guy and he speaks English all the time (I'm in a country where English is the 2nd language. And if you speak English, you're sort of thought of as "rich" or privileged or something). His hair was short and spiked upwards. He was handsome and actually fit my taste.

We were in a play and we were both the lead actors (something I don't go for 'cause I have public speaking phobia) and it was already the end of the play and everyone was introducing each other. Of course, we were to be called last and he held my hand 'cause we were t enter at the same time. My hands were getting sweaty and when we were about to present ourselves, we ran. Lol. I don't know how I met him actually. The start of the dream itself was random. We were in a field trip? Going somewhere? My mum went with us, and when we reached the place, I sat somewhere. A guy classmate sat beside me too and out of nowhere, this cute guy appeared and teases me. And I appear to know him. My classmate knows him too and apparently, the guy's name was "Gelo/Jelo" I'm not too sure 'cause I never called him by his name.

I seem to see people who I don't know in dreams a lot. Before there was this guy named Addie who was speaking in an English accent. He was short and cute. He gave me advices before I started college and I only saw him in a dream twice. After that, I never met with him. I called him my dream-friend 'cause I keep meeting him in my dreams before. And I'd actually say "Oh hey, how are you? it's been a while" when I see him.

I actually thought that I'd meet him in real life and he might also go to my school. But I've never met an Addie in my 4 years of stay in school. So I guess it's a no. I'm kinda interested in this Gelo guy. I hope I meet him in a dream again :D

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

unnecessary dreams

Yes, I've been having unnecessary, out of this world dreams lately. I don't see the relevance of it actually. So I don't think it's worth posting. Even though I clearly stated that I'd blog about dreams so that I'd have a library of it.

There was this dream where I was happy 'cause a friend finally added me in their guild in this game we're playing in real life. Jeez, the game's been finding its way into my dreams...

I forgot the other dreams.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011


Sorry for not posting in ages. I've had wonderful dreams but didn't have the motivation to blog about them. I didn't even have the motivation to write it on paper. I'm such a bum. I'll try recalling the other dreams as I post this recent one I had.

Okay, so last night, I had the most cutest dreams ever. You know those dreams that are worthy of being animated and stuff? The dream only lasted around 3-5 minutes, but it was so cute I started imagining the rest of it and started creating a story.

In the dream, there was a lost girl who was a little short, but was already around 16-17 years old. Her personality looked like the kinds who were frail really sensitive, gentle, friendly and kind. Basically, someone you'd protect. I think she ran away (I was sort of watching this dream so I wasn't on it). She was heading to some place but she ended up on a different one. A place where everyone fights monsters and shit.

You see ladies and gentlemen, I was playing this MMORPG called Dragon Nest. And I think some parts of the game got involved with my dreams. E.G how the characters look like.

So yeah~ She ended up there and she was so scared that the monsters might attack her. Then comes the hero. This cute guy who grabbed her hand and hid away from the monsters with her. But the girl seemed like she was about to faint and and the guy said not to worry and that he will fix everything. Then he gave her a peck on the lips. Awww. They were so adorable. But the scene faded to black 'cause I think I woke up a little. Then resumed back to the dream. She wakes up, finding a weird dog-like creature nearing her. It was small so I assumed it was a teething puppy and it attacked the girl. And then she screamed. The guy re-appears and saves her again and brings her to the village.

I don't know why, but there's another guy who looked cute as well that was a little pissed off. And then the 'hero' guy said something like "It's because I did something on purpose that would anger him" when asked why. And seemed as though it had something to do with the girl. So the girl wonders inside her thoughts but decides to keep quiet. Everyone welcomes her. And then they went to some place and the girl said that she would like to check her 'room' which was actually my room and cleaned up a little. The hero-guy notices and then I woke up.

This is where I added my imagination. I was so annoyed that I woke up. I kinda wanted for the story to develop. So I created a continuation inside my head while I was taking time to really wake up and get out of bed.

Basically, the continuation would be like this: The other guy (the one that was pissed) would be the type of guy that everyone usually falls in love with. You know how in manga's there are two guys, and the girl falls in love with the 'mysterious' guy. That's him. The hero-guy falls in love with the girl but because of certain circumstances, thought that the girl is in love with mystery-guy and thought of giving up but couldn't. He would actually say "it's unfair. why does he always get the girl?" but no, the girl is actually in love with hero-guy. She fell in love when he gave her a 'peck' on the lips. How cute. Before all this shenanegans happen, she would actually try living in that town. She only planned on running away from her house for a week and return after (I forgot to mention that in the dream, she brought with her a bag of clothes. And it really was for a week.) Hero-guy asks the village-seamstress to make her clothes so that she would fit in.

In the end, with mystery-guy and hero-guy having problems with their feelings for her, mystery-guy asks the girl (with confidence) who she loves between the two. Hero-guy seems kinda down 'cause he knows for sure that he won't be chosen (I think he experienced this before already. It was kinda hinted on the dream) but then the girl says that she's in love with hero-guy. Mystery-guy leaves. Actually, I don't know where he went. Hahaha. And this is the start of their love story.

But wait, there's more. Hero-guy and the girl live in different worlds. She realises that it's only a dream and couldn't take that they have to part. But when they do, they eventually meet each other in real life so yeah.

WOOH THAT WAS LONG. Sorry! I kinda inserted a little of my imagination here and less about the dream. And I didn't mention the other dreams as promised. I'm having a hard time recalling the other dreams. But when I do, I'll do my best to write them down :)

Saturday, September 3, 2011


It's been a while. I've had tons of dreams during the months that I haven't been posting. It wasn't too important for me to blog about it. I know I promised to blog about dreams whether they are important or not. But I wasn't really at the mood.

So off to my recent dream. My dream last night was sort of confusing. It was a mix of different elements that are applied to my daily life. I want to tell the whole story, really, but it's a hassle and you won't relate to the first story anyway. So I'll just tell you the weird part of my dream.

I was forced to eat/taste a dish that is made of alien tongue. I know, it's weird. I was watching Dr. Who last night, okay? I think somehow the sci-fi genre got into my head. I don't know how the dream started. I was just there, with my sister. I'm not sure whether it was a restaurant or a meeting place. But we were sort of served that dish as a form of welcome.

I can remember the looks of the dish. The thing wrapping the tongue was blue-greenish in colour. Then the tongue itself was chocolate-brown in colour. It was like beef actually. The thought that it was tongue didn't really dawn on me until those "alien-y people" told us. They suddenly said "This is our famous dish. The "akfjfdj" (can't remember the alien race) tongue" and then my sister and I looked at each other. But we tasted anyway. It was a dream so obviously, it could taste anything. It was actually tasteless. So to me, it wasn't that bad. But I'm never eating that again.

I actually told myself "I can't believe I tasted tongue. Alien tongue." Never again. Even if it's in dream form, I would never taste tongue. Ever. You hear me?

So that's the end of my dream.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

More dreams

After scrolling through Tumblr, I remembered a dream I had just before I had woken up. I've been avoiding McDonald's for about a year now. I made myself a promise never to have anything that came from McDonald's for 10 years. It's a test of determination. And now, I've dreamt of it. Apparently, my subconscious has been telling me to revert back to my ways. I actually ate a FRY in my dream. My sister was treating me. It's a thing for me to eat a fry or two whenever I order from fast foods. Oh my gosh! That fry tasted real. It was perfectly salty, it was golden brown, and mouthwatering. Ugh.

Then there's this other dream I had. I don't know from when but I dreamt it. My cousin got his girlfriend pregnant. And they're still not that legit because the girl hasn't told her parents yet. Talk about yikes. I was really scared for the both of them. I hope it doesn't happen in real life.

Mushroom people

I know, the title is weird. Don't think of it as something literal. It's just a title. I used that title because I've been dreaming about certain people lately. Those people keep popping in my dreams like mushrooms when I don't really have anything much to do with them. And the worst thing is, they are people I know in real life, some of them I'm pretty much acquainted with and some are just, people I see everyday.

I don't really need to go in detail with these dreams because the content are just a repeat of what I usually do from my everyday life. Like, going to school and stuff.


Monday, June 6, 2011


It's been a while since I last posted. I've been dreaming lately but it didn't seem important so I couldn't remember some. Some of them were just plain uninteresting and I couldn't bring myself to blog about it.

So, here's something that might catch your interest. Remember when I blogged about myself being able to "tell the future" or something along the lines through dreams? Some people don't believe in Psychics and stuff. But I do. I believe that everyone is capable of telling the future because our brains are just amazing. I myself have had lots of experiences when it comes to the matter.

The other day, I dreamt about Beetles. Philippine Beetles to be exact. They are called Salagubang here in the Philippines. I dreamt that my mum wanted lots and lots of beetles, which was really weird but there I was, trying to catch some. The problem is that the Salagubang is really scary. It kinda resembles a little cockroaches which I am terribly afraid of. But I still tried my best. In the end we all thought that we got nothing, but apparently, I caught one accidentally and gave it to my mum. Then I woke up.

Weirdly, my sister's suitor came to our house. I didn't know he was coming and we're not that close as I don't tend to befriend that sister's friends. I am more close to my other sister's friends. So my mum asked my sister if the guy brought her flowers and chocolates and she told my mum that instead of those, he brought a beetle. Weird, I know. She and my other sister was scared to death. The guy was obviously still a child. It was funny though. I actually just remembered my dream when my mum told me the story the same day when we were at the mall (with the suitor). My sister told me why I didn't tell her about my dream and I said that I only remembered when mum told me your story. That was weird. But in a funny way.

I had another dream. That was last night. I dreamt that my professor was finally teaching me how to oil paint and that some people (people I like) were there. I also dreamt that my friend Joshua, who apparently stabbed me at the back and went ahead and took the computer graphics class that we both failed, had the same professor that failed us in that class. In reality, he told me that his professor hasn't been coming to class ever since the first day. That was a few days ago and it just kinda randomly went into my dream. So, if we ARE still on the page of premonition, take that one as a warning for taking the class without me, Joshua.

Now, I want to tell him... but at the same time I don't. If I tell him, things might turn the other way around because that's what usually happens to me. When I tell someone, then it won't happen anymore. I don't want to tell him just for observation purposes. Just to see whether it would come true or not. So we'll see...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

unknown man

I dreamt of a man. A old man. He was wearing torn, dirty clothes and looked like a beggar. His hair was really dark and was about shoulder length. It was greasy, as if he's never had a bath for ages. He was thin and his skin was dark with dirt in it. I've never seen this man before. He's no ordinary man. He has Godly powers.

He was walking back and forth in front of our gates and I noticed him. He looked suspicious so I kept an eye on him. Next thing I know is he's inside our house. Standing by the gates. I asked him who he was and he replied with a "You'll know soon enough" So I just stood there wondering. Then next scene was that he is already inside our living room. I was shocked and wondered who let him in. Then my mother came out of her room and said "Oh hey, how are you? It's been a while." I asked her how and why she knows him and she just said "He's someone I know from the past." I asked her who he was and my mum said "Don't worry, you'll know soon." So I kept wondering. I was thinking that it was too suspicious why they know each other and none of them wanted to tell me who the man was. Amidst the wondering, I've realised that the man wasn't ordinary. He has powers. He performed magic and it caught my attention. I was so amazed. Without a doubt I immediately thought that he's God. Or something. I dunno how I came to that conclusion in my dream but I was positive he was God.

The next scene is that he's sitting at the step of the stairs leading inside our house. He asked for some water and I said "sure" But my maid told me not to because we don't know him. I told my maid that it's okay since mum knows him and he's thirsty. The water dispenser was close to the door so I went and got him water. During this time, tiny details like the glass I used was easy to spot. The glass was that octagon shaped glass we had. I remember making sure that he drinks the nicest, tastiest and coldest water he's ever had. I gave him the glass of water but upon giving it to him, his hand slipped and the glass broke. I said "oh no, that's such a waste. And the glass broke too." Then he said to me "It's okay." And put his right hand over the broken glass. I knew he was going to use his powers to fix the glass, but it took quite a while and I told him that it must be because I was staring while he's doing it. Then he said "Don't worry, it'll be fixed in no time." And it was. With water in it. Made me a little happy that he could drink now.

The next scene. He was sitting next to our other door. The one where the rabbits are usually placed. And he asked if we had any spare shoes because he said his feet is sore from all the walking he's been doing. I ran to our shoe closet and grabbed an old pair of shoes I had. I gave it to him but it didn't fit. His feet were really big and wide. Really wide. But I thought that it must be because he's a man. I told him to try folding the end of the shoe and make it into a slipper-like thing. Then I ran over to the shoe closet and looked for some old pair of shoes that my cousin used to wear. But there was none. Actually, to be honest, there was a pair of shoes that was big, but that was dad's. I only remembered now. I couldn't give it to him because I was still holding onto his memory. So I ran back to him and said, there aren't any shoes that fit you, that's the only one I've got. Then he said that my old pair of shoes was fine since he was desperate. And then, like usual, another dream came.

It was of the same setting. Actually, this dream came before this mysterious man. There were two pregnant women. One already gave birth and I don't know her. And the other, my former classmate in one subject, about to give birth. It seems that the woman I don't know had something to do with one of our family friends Because my God-mother's son was there sitting at our garage. I let him in and told him to eat up 'cause he's waiting for his parents to pick him up. Minutes later, they came and said that I shouldn't have bothered. But I said that it was my pleasure since we know each other. And there came the mysterious man.

Through-out my dream, I felt like the unknown man was trustworthy. It wasn't like some other dream where he's kind to you and then after all your kindness, he tricks you and turns out to be evil. No, it wasn't like that at all. It was really peaceful. In the end, he never did say who he was. But I'll keep that "You'll know soon enough" bit both him and mum told me.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Dad is mad

December 6th, 2010, I was supposed to write a blog about my dad. He was angry in my dream. Even to the point where when we talk about our half-brother, he goes much much angry.

Now, I had a dream about him last night. He was mad again. I don't know why, but he just suddenly went to my room with mum and looked at the drawings that were posted on my wall (I drew some of them) and then he went on with how he doesn't like my style of drawing and that I should take all the posters down. He started pulling a poster but I stopped him. Then he went to the living room and told mum (who was still in my room) to take the posters down for him. I was so mad because those drawings were a product of my childhood. I was so proud of them. How dare he say that he doesn't like my style and just pull them out? I told my mum that she shouldn't pull them out because without them, I wouldn't be inspired.

Then it changed channels and it was some sort of hide and seek thing. Only that there were someone after the kid that we were with and we were doing our best to hide him.

Then I woke up and wondered about the dream about dad. It's weird 'cause he doesn't really care about the drawings that I've been doing when I was young. he didn't mind that I drew and posted pictures on my walls. That dream was kinda scary...

I thought that the last dream I had of him was the one last December 6th. But it turns out that it wasn't. This is the second time I dreamt of dad being so angry. I wonder why...

Monday, April 25, 2011

Storms, tornado then ninja mode

The other day I dreamt about storms and tornado. It's pretty scary. When the tornado pulled away our house, I literally felt that we were floating. Though we weren't really swept away completely as it was more like a STRONG wind rather than a twisting tornado itself. But the the height that it took us was tremendously scary. I looked for meanings of my dreams and I found it pretty interesting.

To see a storm in your dream, signifies some overwhelming struggle, shock, loss or catastrophe in your waking life. The storm also represents unexpressed fears or emotions, such as anger, rage, turmoil, etc. On a more positive note, the storm symbolizes your rising spirituality. It may signal rapid changes ahead for you.

To dream that you take cover in a storm, foretells that whatever disturbance or problems is occurring in your life will quickly blow over. Consider also the phrase "weather the storm", which refers to your ability and strength to withstand whatever comes.

To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?

To dream that you are in a tornado, means that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. Your plans will be filled with much complications and you will be met with a series of disappointments.

To see several tornadoes in your dream, represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship.

So I guess I would be pretty disappointed these coming days. I HAVE been making plans the past few weeks and well, if my dream says that I will meet a series of disappointments, then I better start expecting less.

Now, the ninja mode thing takes a lot of effort to write. And right now, I'm pretty lazy, so I'll gather up my thoughts and when I finally collected all of what was in the dream, I would write it up here.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Reading within a dream

Okay, so I have been reading about dreams and lucid dreams. Then I saw something about "purportedly reading in lucid dreams is often difficult or impossible"

I was thinking that it's not really impossible. Difficult at times, but I've had several dreams wherein I was reading something. Like in a dream I recently had about my cousin leaving our house. Before she left, she went to my room to say her goodbyes (she left pretty early so I was still asleep) then I told her to take care. Then this continued in dream form where I saw that she gave me something (a burrito in a stick as far as I remember). I only chuckled at her weirdness that time. But I let it pass because she is kinda weird. Then I went downstairs after waking up, ate my burrito and saw something in a wall that looked like a message. It was written in very big fonts. It was very difficult for me to read the words. I even repeated it twice or thrice. My problem is that when I woke up (in reality) I had a hard time remembering what she wrote. That is what I find most difficult of all. Reading is actually fairly easy, but remembering after waking up is hard. I also dreamt of certain numbers before. This was because I craved for my crush's number but I didn't want to ask him because that would be too obvious and we actually went to different schools.

I guess, too much thinking about getting his number has lead me to dream about it. I dreamt of too many numbers a lot of times. This was on different days. Despite me reading and remembering the numbers in my dreams, the moment I woke up, I can only remember 2 or 3. So I took this as a "one by one" process of getting his number. Each time I dreamt of numbers, I write down what I can remember and voila! Then again, I never reached the 11 digits that composed of the number. So in the end, I never got it. Years later, when I was already in college, I went to the mall and ordered some food in Mcdonald's. I saw my former (the same person) crush and it happened that he asked my number. I got his so there, dream come true. It's just that, I didn't have a thing for him anymore that time so it wasn't much help. Lol.

Dreaming in a dream or false awakening

This isn't exactly a recent dream. I think it was a year ago that I dreamt this. I probably have posted a blog about this, but I'm not so sure. A while ago, my youngest sister and I were talking about psychology. She said that her final decision for her college course would be Psychology. I'm not really against that because that is her own decision and plus, Psych is awesome. So then we talked about how Psychology will tackle dreams. And I remembered mine.

Before, I had a dream that I had a dream. It's really confusing. I also forgot the whole point/story in my dream. The only thing I remember is that I woke up, chilled in our living room. Then I told my sister that I had a dream and told the whole story to her. Then a few minutes later, I woke up. For real this time. And I was thinking "whoa! That dream felt really real. I thought that I already woke up. I even went on with my daily routine and stuff." It's kinda scary, having a dream like that. If I failed to wake up, I would have thought that the reality in that dream of mine is the real reality. I would've spent my daily life there in a weird way.

After I ate and did some stuff, I went and chilled in the living room just like how I did in my dream. It happened that my sister was also there. Then I remembered my dream and told her. It was like de javu. The exact thing repeated. I just thought of it as a way of telling the future. I guess.

Sunday, April 10, 2011


When our mum left, she hired someone we trust enough to be our driver. Now, of course, he is only human. Sometimes, his actions irritate me, but because he's just human I just let it slip. This wasn't very smart of me to do so. But you know, I don't want to hurt his feelings as sometimes I go overboard with this stuff.

And thus, all those feelings kept inside me, appeared in a dream. It's always like this for me. If there's something that bothers me and for some reason, I can't say it out loud, it appears in my dreams to haunt me forever.

And so, my dream. It seems that our driver had gone overboard with the things that he's been doing. To the point that he follows us, or stalks us, or tells us what to do. I didn't like it. It irritated me too much. But still, in my dream I didn't burst out on him. That's heartless of me if I did.

That's about it. There were some other dream but I still need to recall everything. I can only recall winning a contest and the price was this awesome "branded" bag that transforms into a luggage. It was actually pretty.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Elementary school

What's up dreamers? Me, nothing much, except that I just had a dream lately and it's been ages since I last posted.

To start off, my dream is about my elementary school. It wasn't supposed to be weird or anything, but dreaming about it for the second time, has been kinda, mind bugging.

My dream was like this. I was in my elementary school and there was a class or something. It wasn't a gathering because the students are mostly from college. I remember the classroom well. It was my 2nd and 3rd grade classroom, the one in front of the computer room which is beside the staircase. The boy's bathroom was beside my classroom and the girl's bathroom was in front of it. Which is beside the computer room. Wow, I still remember.

So, we were in a class. It was kind of a self-study moment as there wasn't any lecture going on. As I've said, most people there are from college or just random people I've never met in my life. I felt like peeing, so I excused myself. I went to the little girl's room. Oddly, this is the second time I've had a dream that involved that corridor. I was worried that over the years, the school's bathroom might not have been taken care of properly, and in my dream, it wasn't. Most of the toilets were very dirty, to the point that I don't want to sit while I pee anymore. I just stood. It was the same with my first dream about my elementary school. Except that, the toilet cubicle I was using was the one diagonal to the one that I was using in this dream. My college friend also went inside to pee. She called me to check if I was there. And I answered. I finished peeing and told her that I will go. As I left, my high school friends, who happen to be boys, were in front of the boys bathroom. I said "hey long time no see!" The smiled and waved at me. There were three of them there that I knew. But in reality, I only have two close guy friends back in high school. So who was the other one?

I went back to the classroom and asked what had happened when I was away. A guy (who I happen to see a lot in college) said that there was nothing much. I had this feeling of dissatisfaction when I left the bathroom. I already finished peeing but I still felt like I haven't peed yet. Like, there's still more left, but there isn't anything coming out anymore before I left.

Then I woke up. I felt like peeing. It was your normal pee after waking up moment. No wonder I felt like still peeing after I already had in my dream. It's because in reality, I haven't done it yet.

Then thoughts like, "wow, another dream about the school" and "Who the fuck is that other guy I said hi to?" cam about in my head. The school's mood seemed a little dark. But I thought that it's almost the same in every dream I had. Though the darkness wasn't just grey or something. It was green. A very dull green. I also saw some white tones in it.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

3 in a row: Dream number 3

Third dream was a continuation of the second dream. But instead of the man and the kid. The characters changed into my original character named Alvin (as the substitute for the kid) and my sister's original character, Lei (as the villain). Alvin jumped outside where the car was. It was already dark. The gates were opened and there were people walking by our house. But they weren't curious enough to bother about our opened gates and seemingly eerie house. Alvin was creeping though the car, watching out for the villain. He hears noises coming from the inside. The villain said something like "They're not here. I give up." Then he used the other window that was facing the right hand side of the car and jumped from there. So the situation was like this. Alvin was hiding behind the left hand side of the car, while Lei, was at the other side. I think Lei noticed that there were noises coming from the left side and tried to check. Then Alvin walked and hid but Lei caught him. He ran near the gates to stop Alvin. Alvin was standing near our dog house. Lei had weapons with him but wasn't aware of what they could do. But Alvin seemed to know. "Why are you doing this?" Alvin asked. Like the typical protagonist he should be. "Why did you kidnap my friends and family?" What do you have against me?" He added. Lei chuckled but said nothing. Then Alvin went on with "Why are you so bad?" You see people, in my and my sister's stories, Lei and Alvin are really friends in real life. So this is something new to me. Plus, Lei isn't really a bad person. He's a jerk, but not bad. Alvin was normal. He's kind most of the time but he can get angry when the situation demands. Jut your normal average person. So back to the story. Lei says "I don't know, I guess I really am bad after all."

Alvin saw a loaf of bread and the car keys. Then he (I) remembered a dream that I had before. It was the same situation. Cillian Murphy was my villain and he was holding the car keys which was actually a weapon and stabbed me. So Alvin thought, "this is the same situation as before. I should grab those keys so that the same thing won't happen to me." In Lei's head, he knows that the bread was a weapon, but not the keys. Alvin quickly grabs the bread and then the keys. Then he throws the bread into the water so that it would sag and would be useless. Then he points the keys to Lei proclaiming that he should leave before he kills him. At this point, Lei realises that the keys was indeed a weapon. Then he runs for it. Suddenly, he changes into another character. My sister's character again but this time, it's a girl. And she was Saki. While she was running in the dark, she was yelling about the 11 hours of revenge. She was like "This is the 11 hours of revenge! 11 hours of revenge I tell you!"

Alvin was terrified and thought that they might come back after 11 hours. So he grabs anything he can and puts it inside the car, then drives away. I think he checked first if there was any tracking devices put under the car. But there wasn't and he makes his escape. Then there, I woke up. But this time, my feelings were twice the amount as it was 2 dreams ago. Then I decided that I should really wake up because it's already 3 pm and I had to go to the mall to do grocery shopping. It's all weird. This 3 in a row feeling of tiredness.

3 in a row: Dream number 2

The next dream was, I was in our house. I seem to be watching everything. It was very dark and gloomy inside our house. I think a kidnapping or murder happened. There was a little kid. I couldn't decipher if it was a boy or a girl. The "villain" was an adult man who was carrying a gun with him, and seemed to be looking for someone. Then he comes across this kid and the kid was saying "Help me, my friends are dying. I need to save them." Then the guy gave instructions to the kid saying that he should crack an egg open and mix the 6 little pebble-like things (I don't know what they were but they looked brown) and heat it up. Then feed them to his friends. He said that it would save them. The villain didn't know that the "friends" this kid was talking about, were the people he was looking for. He had nothing to do with the kid so he didn't do anything to him. All he was looking for were those 6 people. Then this kid went upstairs. So did the man but he didn't know that there was a secret passage. Like a stair that leads up, then another that goes down and leads you outside where the car was. The kid went there. I don't know what happened to the man because my dream was following the kid's route. He went to his friends. They were all crumpled up in one corner, looking terrible. Some were sweaty. Then the kid started thinking "This formula doesn't seem enough. What if I use 12 instead of 6 *pebble-thing*" But sadly, there were only 6. He started conjuring the formula and gave them to those 6 people. Yeah, I don't think he was friends with them. I think he just wanted to save them. Then he went to the stairs that lead outside. He opened the window and jumped down. Then I woke up again, the same thing happened to me. Same feeling. But this time, I was thinking whether I should go back to sleep or not because it already happened twice. It was around 11 am already when I woke up. Then slowly, I started falling asleep. Then another dream comes...

To be continued...

3 in a row: Dream number 1

Freakishly, I had 3 dreams last night and all made me intensely nervous. It was kinda weird. All the dreams had a number in it. I woke up feeling so scared ad tired when the dreams itself weren't scary in nature.

The first dream was about a normal girl who is friends with a prince and was invited to his welcoming party. Now, the prince and the girl didn't appear out of nowhere. Lately, I have been reading a manga about a prince and a girl so maybe I got the idea from there. The weird thing is, when we (I think I was representing the girl there, though everything was in anime form) got to the venue, there was no one there. I was wondering why the prince wasn't there. He was the one who invited me and my friends, how could he, of all people, not be there. Then my friends and I wandered a bit as we wanted to urinate. We saw this little house. Like a hut but made from bricks. My friend got to pee but when my turn came, each door in the "village" was shut close. I knocked at the door of the lady who kindly let my friend pee and asked why everything is this way. She took time to answer but when she opened the door, she looked terrified. I asked what the problem was and she replied with "In 9 seconds, everything will be destroyed." My friends got scared. I was wondering why but it kinda scared me a little as we were running out of time. 9 seconds is really short. Then out of nowhere, little animals who were thought to be poisonous appeared. As if it were raining with those animals. They started chasing us. I don't know how I got the knowledge that when the animal comes in contact with us, we die. It was just there but it's a dream so I guess that explains it... Then I woke up really nervous. I was terrified and in shock. I was breathing heavily. Then I started relaxing myself and started sleeping again...

To be continued...

Sunday, March 13, 2011


I just had the ickiest dream ever. My sister and my former professor which is also her professor right now, was, was, flirting and stuff. :I We were in Japan for some reason. Then the whole dream went to me and my best friend. We bought ice cream, but we forgot to pay. Then I realised that I haven't had my money changed to yen yet. We went to the changing machine but I experienced problems and there goes the whole dream. Revolving around me, trying to change my damn money into yen :\

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Dad and realisations

Okay. I just read my previous post about my mum. And now, I kinda realise what the meaning is. In the end, we weren't gonna go for the kitties. This and that happened and we decided not to.

Last night I had a dream that my dad(rest in peace) was still alive. We said that we've been speaking with his brother and he said that he misses him. Then the topic about him being dead occurred. We said that someone told us that he was dead. But he said he was never dead. He just went to America with his boss and apparently got in trouble and couldn't go back to England or the Philippines for a long time.

We also told him that because someone told us 4 years ago that he died, mum re-married. This made him a little sad but after a while, he took us to the mall. There was this store painted in yellow. Kinda like Dandelion yellow (the colour). It was a gadget/clothes store. Dad told bought us ipads. The I saw some other ladies going to the fitting room. Actually, I don't think it's a fitting room. Because dad went there with my sisters after he paid for the ipads. Then I saw the owner (he was a guy) putting all the cash in his drawer and then took out a gun. He began shooting inside the "fitting room" I got scared because my dad was there. The thought of him dying was scary. I mean, he's already dead in real life. If you suddenly find out that he's alive, wouldn't you want to keep him that way. I started yelling at dad. Then the gunner saw me and began shooting at me. Luckily I evaded and ran to call for some guards. I was really terrified. I started thinking that dad and my sisters would probably be dead by the time I come back and there's no use. I thought that the man might look for me after killing everyone since I'm the only one who survived. I ran with all my might but then, I suddenly wake up.

I was really scared when I woke up. Minutes later, I remembered the prayer I made last night. I asked God for guidance because I'm recently losing my way and losing will to do what I really loved. Everything just seemed pointless and forced. So I asked him to show me the right path, then he shows me this? Really scary.

I did some searches about the meaning of seeing a gun or the symbols of a gun in a dream. And I saw this.

To see a gun in your dream, symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence. Alternatively, a gun represents the penis and male sexual drive. Thus, the gun may mean power or impotence, depending on whether the gun went off or misfired.

To dream that you are loading a gun, forewarns that you should be careful in not letting your temper get out of control. If you dream that a gun fails to fire, indicates that you are feeling powerless in some waking situation. Perhaps you need to attack your problems from a different approach. Alternatively, a malfunctioning gun represents sexual impotence or fear of impotence.

To dream that you shoot a person with a gun, denotes your aggressive feeling and hidden anger toward that particular person.

To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You feel victimized in some situation.

Okay. My dream is definitely not about the male sex organ. I can relate to some of what is said here. Like the first one where it says something about authority and passiveness. Then the last part about me experiencing some confrontation. I can say that it's pretty much the last one. I did do some confrontation, and that's through my prayers. It's pretty much true that I am victimized by my problems these days.

Thursday, February 10, 2011


So, as I have said earlier, mum keeps on appearing in my dreams. She comes back from another country all of a sudden and we all worry about the kitties that we're getting. Scary.

Aliens from Mars

So lately, I have been having weird dreams. It gets weirder as time pass by but I still enjoy them. A few days ago, I had a dream that I was on Mars. It started off with characters from this certain anime I have been watching, then she got into an accident. Then we saw this space-craft something floating above and were wondering whether they were from aliens or they were just there, floating. We happened to have seen one that was laying somewhere around our house. We went to my sister's room where the anime-girl was confined and there we saw, an ALIEN. Two of them. They showed up because the girl said that we could be trusted. Then we talked about Mars and all of a sudden, they took us there. Mars in my dream was like this urban place, with the streets not so full of cars or houses. They sky was reddish and it seemed that the people there are parallel to the people of Earth. Kinda like you have a twin somewhere in the universe and they are on Mars. Pretty cool. I dunno how J.K Rowling got there (the Martian form) and so was Fred and George. I wasn't watching or reading about anything HP related. But they were there. I had a problem with the money/currency changer guy and he made me look suspicious. I was pretty insistent on the fact that he's wrong. He's pretty easy to defeat. He was this sort of person that would appear to be tough just because he's huge but really, deep inside, when you snark at him, he would crumble. And so I snarked and he got a little terrified but kept his dignity. Good thing I was friends with Fred and George (now that I think about it, I think they were the two aliens that took me there) I was talking to them in silence then my sister entered my room and woke me up. The dream got ruined so I just imagined the rest of it. I enjoyed that dream.

BTW, my mum was also there. My mum is in another country right now and wouldn't be home for another 4 months, but she keeps appearing in my dreams. And I would always be worried 'cause we were planning on getting kitties and she hates those.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Ghosts AGAIN

It's been awhile. Last night I had a dream about ghosts. And in my dream, it was freaky as hell. My family went to the beach and stayed in a hotel. The place was creepy. The air was really dark and eerie. But we stayed there anyway. We only rented one room with three beds. One for mum and her husband and one for the other two and one for me and my best friend. Yes, she came. We went to the beach but my best friend and I went back to our room. We were lying down at the bed when I felt something weird. My best friend was on another bed, then she suddenly said "What's the deal with you? If you want to jump then by all means, jump!" With a really annoyed tone. I was wondering why she suddenly yelled that out when I suddenly felt as if someone was jumping on the bed that I was staying at. I looked at my best friend with a half scared-half confused expression. I immediately thought "ghost" I mean, why would it feel like someone was jumping up and down on the bed I was laying when nobody really was there? I looked up the ceiling and saw this sticker posted near the lighting. I can clearly remember it saying "Three sisters death" My best friend and I was freaking out. Then someone knocked on our door and it happened to be those people on the next room. They were, well, three sisters. The oldest sister was staying near the door, while the other two were the ones who knocked implying that someone jumped at their beds too and they were scared. We all ran away, leaving our things behind. The owner of the hotel didn't look confused. I think she already knew that it was going to happen. I mean, the hotel she was running looked really creepy, how would she not know? I told my family to leave the place. We all went back home but they were all laughing at me. They said I was going nuts and that ghosts didn't exist. My best friend and I kept insisting that it really happened. I wanted to get my things back but I didn't want to go back to that hotel. I asked for my things to be sent. Unfortunately, my family's and my best friend's things never made it. I tried calling the sisters too (the eldest sister, I think she's my upperclassman at uni) but no one was answering. I got pissed thinking that the ghosts are making me look stupid but then I realised, the ghosts could be the sisters that knocked on our door. Think about it, they were three sisters who knocked and said that the same thing happened to them. Creepy innit?

After that, I woke up. I felt a little scared while I was writing this entry. I keep remembering those scenes that were in the dream.

That aside, people around me, including me, have been dreaming about ME having something to do with babies. Remember that post about me dreaming about babies for three times and the last one was about me and my baby? my sister had the same dream. She said I had a baby. Then my mum told me that she had a bad dream about me. Not about a baby, but in her dream, she said I had a boyfriend and that I was raped. REALLY SCARY! I wish that doesn't happen.

It's weird to dream about ghosts.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


This is may sound weird and stalker-ish, but I dreamt of Ed Stockham. If you don't know him, check the link that's attached on his name. Okay, so onto the dream. In my dream, he was a visitor in this country. He was with someone else and I don't know who it was. He stayed at my place because we have this guest's room which my mum asked to make for my step-family. Strange enough, the two of us became close, too close, if you get what I mean. I won't go into the details since it's pretty weird for me to do so. He might accidentally read this and that might creep him out.

Okay, Ed Stockham and I are in no way close (in reality). He doesn't know me but I know him because I saw one of his animations for this person that I'm subscribed to in youtube. I was amazed by his animations (I'm an animation student after all) But what I was wondering about was that I dreamt of him when I haven't seen his youtube channel or his blog or whatever that may link to him, lately. I think the last time I saw him was last year. Anyway, my dream was sort of creepy in someway but I can't help that.

Because of my dream, I checked out his youtube account and I'm inspired again. :)

Sorry for having bad grammar in this blog post. I'm not myself today.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Pests, modelling and babies.

I haven't been posting. I was actually gonna be posting about the first dream. I have it as a draft, but for some reason, there's something in me that couldn't post it. It was quite scary. It was like an occult or something. So I would just put that off for a while and talk about my other recent and decent dreams.

This week I dreamt about my pesky cousins from my mum's side. I don't really like them. Their hands are quick and they have a background of stealing from us. Just the sight of coins would make them want to steal it from us and hide the fact. They would even deny it. In my dream, a friend asked me to buy some candies and I found out that my cousins stole from it. They also stole my change, my sisters savings and other stuff. I was so pissed off. I was wondering why they were like that. I mean, their father is nothing like that, although I can't say I like him. I was so mad I tell you. I told the father but he attacked me. Good thing I was holding some metal stick and whacked him. Then the scene turned into a photo shoot. I realised being a model isn't so glamourous. You have to think of creative poses which I can't do. :\

Another dream from this week is that I have a baby. It's so weird. The baby was sort of olive skinned. Not a fair skin tone. And you know who the father is? well, I can't really mention his name but he's a classmate. He was fair-skinned, so was I. So I was wondering why our child became like that. It also happened that that bastard of a father, didn't support us. My mum told our neighbour that the baby is my niece (she's a girl). But I accidentally told them "Mum, give me back my baby" And mum gave me that look that says "I already told them she's your niece." But too bad I said "my baby" the neighbours were all fussing about how I'm just 18 and I have a baby already. Sheesh people.

This is the third time I dreamt of babies. The first one was, I was holding a baby that looked like me when I was a baby. I was going on about how cute she is because she looked like me. It wasn't stated in the dream whose baby it was. The next baby dream that I had was, mum and my step-dad had a baby. AKA my new half-sister. I was going on about having a new laptop and making a web video about me and my baby sister. Now I don't know about that dream, but somehow, it's sort of coming true. But I hope it doesn't. I have far too many siblings already. I don't want another one.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Three days

For three days straight, I had weird dreams. I will start off with the most recent (3rd dream) one because the 1st dream is really difficult to describe. I'll try making pictures of what was in it.

So, I had a dream last night and it was about me going home. It seems as though in this dream, I am living alone in a flat near my school. Yes, alone, not with my sister. So, it was stormy and it was already flooded outside. I decided to go back to my real home because I'm worried that the electricity would get cut off and apparently, there's some paranormal entity inside my room. So I took my leave and rode my motorbike which came from nowhere. It was really windy. I saw a van and the blew it. It was flying in the air. But instead of like, twirling and stuff, it just stood still as if it were floating. I was afraid that it might hit me. There was a traffic jam and I ended up going back to my apartment. Which is really just my bedroom in reality. It looked the same. But in that room, I was really scared of something. I didn't get to see it but I felt it. Some weird dream. I was worried that the van might hit me when it didn't occur to me that the wind blew the van but not me and my motorbike? I laugh.

Next one. I dreamt of puppies. Cute, little, chubby puppies. AWWWW. I love puppies. I was talking with my friend about Kittens and I asked for three since her cat gave birth to four. So in my dream, I decided to give her one puppy in exchange for the three kitties. (The kitties are in real life) I enjoyed that dream.

The first dream would be continued on another post with drawings...