Monday, April 25, 2011

Storms, tornado then ninja mode

The other day I dreamt about storms and tornado. It's pretty scary. When the tornado pulled away our house, I literally felt that we were floating. Though we weren't really swept away completely as it was more like a STRONG wind rather than a twisting tornado itself. But the the height that it took us was tremendously scary. I looked for meanings of my dreams and I found it pretty interesting.

To see a storm in your dream, signifies some overwhelming struggle, shock, loss or catastrophe in your waking life. The storm also represents unexpressed fears or emotions, such as anger, rage, turmoil, etc. On a more positive note, the storm symbolizes your rising spirituality. It may signal rapid changes ahead for you.

To dream that you take cover in a storm, foretells that whatever disturbance or problems is occurring in your life will quickly blow over. Consider also the phrase "weather the storm", which refers to your ability and strength to withstand whatever comes.

To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?

To dream that you are in a tornado, means that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. Your plans will be filled with much complications and you will be met with a series of disappointments.

To see several tornadoes in your dream, represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship.

So I guess I would be pretty disappointed these coming days. I HAVE been making plans the past few weeks and well, if my dream says that I will meet a series of disappointments, then I better start expecting less.

Now, the ninja mode thing takes a lot of effort to write. And right now, I'm pretty lazy, so I'll gather up my thoughts and when I finally collected all of what was in the dream, I would write it up here.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Reading within a dream

Okay, so I have been reading about dreams and lucid dreams. Then I saw something about "purportedly reading in lucid dreams is often difficult or impossible"

I was thinking that it's not really impossible. Difficult at times, but I've had several dreams wherein I was reading something. Like in a dream I recently had about my cousin leaving our house. Before she left, she went to my room to say her goodbyes (she left pretty early so I was still asleep) then I told her to take care. Then this continued in dream form where I saw that she gave me something (a burrito in a stick as far as I remember). I only chuckled at her weirdness that time. But I let it pass because she is kinda weird. Then I went downstairs after waking up, ate my burrito and saw something in a wall that looked like a message. It was written in very big fonts. It was very difficult for me to read the words. I even repeated it twice or thrice. My problem is that when I woke up (in reality) I had a hard time remembering what she wrote. That is what I find most difficult of all. Reading is actually fairly easy, but remembering after waking up is hard. I also dreamt of certain numbers before. This was because I craved for my crush's number but I didn't want to ask him because that would be too obvious and we actually went to different schools.

I guess, too much thinking about getting his number has lead me to dream about it. I dreamt of too many numbers a lot of times. This was on different days. Despite me reading and remembering the numbers in my dreams, the moment I woke up, I can only remember 2 or 3. So I took this as a "one by one" process of getting his number. Each time I dreamt of numbers, I write down what I can remember and voila! Then again, I never reached the 11 digits that composed of the number. So in the end, I never got it. Years later, when I was already in college, I went to the mall and ordered some food in Mcdonald's. I saw my former (the same person) crush and it happened that he asked my number. I got his so there, dream come true. It's just that, I didn't have a thing for him anymore that time so it wasn't much help. Lol.

Dreaming in a dream or false awakening

This isn't exactly a recent dream. I think it was a year ago that I dreamt this. I probably have posted a blog about this, but I'm not so sure. A while ago, my youngest sister and I were talking about psychology. She said that her final decision for her college course would be Psychology. I'm not really against that because that is her own decision and plus, Psych is awesome. So then we talked about how Psychology will tackle dreams. And I remembered mine.

Before, I had a dream that I had a dream. It's really confusing. I also forgot the whole point/story in my dream. The only thing I remember is that I woke up, chilled in our living room. Then I told my sister that I had a dream and told the whole story to her. Then a few minutes later, I woke up. For real this time. And I was thinking "whoa! That dream felt really real. I thought that I already woke up. I even went on with my daily routine and stuff." It's kinda scary, having a dream like that. If I failed to wake up, I would have thought that the reality in that dream of mine is the real reality. I would've spent my daily life there in a weird way.

After I ate and did some stuff, I went and chilled in the living room just like how I did in my dream. It happened that my sister was also there. Then I remembered my dream and told her. It was like de javu. The exact thing repeated. I just thought of it as a way of telling the future. I guess.

Sunday, April 10, 2011


When our mum left, she hired someone we trust enough to be our driver. Now, of course, he is only human. Sometimes, his actions irritate me, but because he's just human I just let it slip. This wasn't very smart of me to do so. But you know, I don't want to hurt his feelings as sometimes I go overboard with this stuff.

And thus, all those feelings kept inside me, appeared in a dream. It's always like this for me. If there's something that bothers me and for some reason, I can't say it out loud, it appears in my dreams to haunt me forever.

And so, my dream. It seems that our driver had gone overboard with the things that he's been doing. To the point that he follows us, or stalks us, or tells us what to do. I didn't like it. It irritated me too much. But still, in my dream I didn't burst out on him. That's heartless of me if I did.

That's about it. There were some other dream but I still need to recall everything. I can only recall winning a contest and the price was this awesome "branded" bag that transforms into a luggage. It was actually pretty.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Elementary school

What's up dreamers? Me, nothing much, except that I just had a dream lately and it's been ages since I last posted.

To start off, my dream is about my elementary school. It wasn't supposed to be weird or anything, but dreaming about it for the second time, has been kinda, mind bugging.

My dream was like this. I was in my elementary school and there was a class or something. It wasn't a gathering because the students are mostly from college. I remember the classroom well. It was my 2nd and 3rd grade classroom, the one in front of the computer room which is beside the staircase. The boy's bathroom was beside my classroom and the girl's bathroom was in front of it. Which is beside the computer room. Wow, I still remember.

So, we were in a class. It was kind of a self-study moment as there wasn't any lecture going on. As I've said, most people there are from college or just random people I've never met in my life. I felt like peeing, so I excused myself. I went to the little girl's room. Oddly, this is the second time I've had a dream that involved that corridor. I was worried that over the years, the school's bathroom might not have been taken care of properly, and in my dream, it wasn't. Most of the toilets were very dirty, to the point that I don't want to sit while I pee anymore. I just stood. It was the same with my first dream about my elementary school. Except that, the toilet cubicle I was using was the one diagonal to the one that I was using in this dream. My college friend also went inside to pee. She called me to check if I was there. And I answered. I finished peeing and told her that I will go. As I left, my high school friends, who happen to be boys, were in front of the boys bathroom. I said "hey long time no see!" The smiled and waved at me. There were three of them there that I knew. But in reality, I only have two close guy friends back in high school. So who was the other one?

I went back to the classroom and asked what had happened when I was away. A guy (who I happen to see a lot in college) said that there was nothing much. I had this feeling of dissatisfaction when I left the bathroom. I already finished peeing but I still felt like I haven't peed yet. Like, there's still more left, but there isn't anything coming out anymore before I left.

Then I woke up. I felt like peeing. It was your normal pee after waking up moment. No wonder I felt like still peeing after I already had in my dream. It's because in reality, I haven't done it yet.

Then thoughts like, "wow, another dream about the school" and "Who the fuck is that other guy I said hi to?" cam about in my head. The school's mood seemed a little dark. But I thought that it's almost the same in every dream I had. Though the darkness wasn't just grey or something. It was green. A very dull green. I also saw some white tones in it.